A Typical Stupid Woman

Dont know where should I begin to write. Do you believe in reincarnation? I do. I believe I owed him so much to the extent that I need to repay him with the rest of my life.

I know it's over but I just cant seem to get over it. I still worried sick about him whenever I hear something bad happened to him. It has been a year though. Friends have been telling me Im a good person who deserves a better man. He is not worth it.

Frankly speaking, I myself think the same but... I guess Im just another typical stupid woman. Denying myself a few chances of being loved & to love for the past 12 months. All I want now is my memory of "us" being wiped out completely from my head. So that I can begin with a new life & the guts to place hopes on others again.

Friends have been very supportive so far & even bought me flowers for my birthday. Really appreciate it. Thank you. Thank you all so much.....